Commitment & Starting New Projects
I have commitment issues. Bad ones.
I always find it difficult (dare I say near impossible) to commit to anything, whether that be dressing better, eating healthier, starting new projects, so on and so forth. It's hard.
And, as someone with ADHD, that makes it a hundred times worse, in my opinion. I'm always itching to try new things, but at the same time, I'm scared to do so, because I know I won't be able to commit to it.
I tried making my own pastebin website a while ago. I got everything done except purchasing a domain. I stopped. Why? I don't know!
I've tried dressing better so I don't look like I rolled out of a dumpster every day. I got new clothes and accessories. I did it for a few days, and stopped. Why? I don't know!
It's infuriating and frustrating being this way, and I know it's the same for people around me, too.
This was rushed because I have to go to the bus in five minutes, but I wanted to get this off my mind.